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SIX ECCLESIASTICAL LOVE SONGS by C. T. Salazar

Friday, 13 November 2020 by C. T. Salazar

            heaven is a compound 
            word 
                        the sun sunders
            us dazzling
            so you don’t have to
            wonder what wound
            I’m showing



                        :::

                        heaven-heavy 

                        like 
                        a cello’s hello—

                                    / heaven-heavy

                        like an animal fond of its own 

                        fur.

 

                                                :::

                                                A cello’s hollow
                                                that’s what it felt like

                                                breathing with you
                                                in the dark



            :::

            heaven is a compound

                        but not the one we’re in

            we were called heathens in another myth
            hello       whatever wound we answer to now



            :::

            the language of electricity was
                        the language of prophets

            a conduit for the power to pass through
                        I’m all steeple at your lightning

            let us tremble cellos
                        at your touch

 

                        :::

                        the river knowing which way to go

                        without any godspeed to spill

                        heaven: clouds marigolding softly

 

            :::

            birds drones butterflies a jug

                        of water               anything

            could get over that fence

 

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TWO POEMS by Keetje Kuipers

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Keetje Kuipers
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IN THE OUTDOOR SHOWER WITH MY PREGNANT WIFE


The old frisbee from Burger Chef, once red
but faded now the pale pink of my wife’s
widening aureoles, lies upturned
beneath the saltwater drip of our sagging
beach towels. This world is full of objects
succumbing to the gentle ebb of decay. But her body—
loosening breasts and blue-veined thighs caught
in a cascade of wet light as she turns
beneath the showerhead’s senseless spray—
is not one of them. That low-blooming
shudder and heft at her hips can’t compare
to her belly button’s skin stretched taut
and thin, become the pale sail of a boat
screaming into harbor. I am here
to praise the way in which everything
I have ever loved about her body
is about to be ruined forever in the breaking
open. Tonight the wind will come up,
turn the towels on the line into fat bells,
churn the waves into a froth, drag the sand
out and leave it where our toes can’t touch.
In the morning, the ocean will return
to its languid sheet, but the beach will be strewn
with the wreckage. I want already
the body scarred by stretch marks, the extra flap
of skin to hang soft at her waist, the feet
that will never again be quite so small.
I want to worship the body after the storm,
the one I’m imagining already
as she unfolds the straps from her shoulders
and peels the suit off, her skin covered in
those minute and glittering fragments of shell
some people insist on calling sand.

 


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WITH GARBO IN PALM SPRINGS


We’re at the resort, the one with the forty-one
pools, and it’s night so if we were up in the swaying
fronds of a palm tree the ground would stretch before us
a green freckled thigh against a dark sheet. But Greta
and I are inside, perched on the edge of the bed
watching my wife sleep. She’s beautiful, we agree,
and my daughter, too, their blond hair spread against
the pillow like a silk scarf in a silent movie.
Though now Greta’s impatient with all the watching,
the kid especially, so we go outside to smoke
her cigarettes, to lean our backs against the white
adobe walls and kiss for as long as it takes.
The electronic lock clicks behind us, a set
of perfect teeth, and I’m chasing Greta across
the lawn with its lemon trees I can smell in the dark,
past the lounge chair where someone’s abandoned
the sort of wide brimmed hat meant to keep us young,
over the patio still warm as skin from the sun’s
relentless shining, toward the place where she’s already
slipped off her dress and climbed into the water,
side-stroking with one arm and holding her smoke
aloft with the other. And if I say it’s a dream,
it will have no power. And if I say it’s real,
no one will ever believe me. But can’t it
be both? I want to rub my body against her
perfect one. So I do. All my nubbly parts sanded
down against the smooth monument of her form,
ageless as the desert once was before we came here
and turned it into a golf course. Now only
my hunger—its vast, unquenchable fury—
interrupts the glow of each long leg as she traces
eggbeater circles in the blue depths beneath her.

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ART by Suzanne Koett

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Suzanne Koett

“Cone and Potholes,” archival inkjet print, 11″ x 17″, 2017 by Suzanne Koett

 

“Track 3: The First Season,” digital, collage & Vandyke brown print on archival watercolor paper, 8″ x 8″, 2018 by Suzanne Koett

 

“Fox,” Archival Inkjet Print, 11″ x 17″, 2018 by Suzanne Koett

 

“Powerlessness,” Archival Inkjet Photograph, 20″ x 30″, 2014 by Suzanne Koett

 

 

 

 

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TWO POEMS by Jessica Johnson

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Jessica Johnson

UPDATE


The boy builds a four-throated fish

out of cardboard. The fish lips 
flap, blue-taped, from a body that
carried bottles. See! He says
a large-mouth bass. I’d have smiled once 
(inwardly of course) at his fine 
imaginary, thought him unspoiled, amusing himself
with the trash. 

                             Wasn’t I doing a good
job? The boy, a living sign that I could refuse 
the invisible purveyors who would sell him
dopamine hits & strangling masculinity with a side 
of fried sugar? The things we buy 
without knowing. But this is a cool
summer, air and skin the same, enough water

the rose taller, the jasmine tendrils 
longer. The soft white sky. 
I ought to love it. There’s no war now
except the usual one
& death like age is just a number 
that rises. I walk every morning
& the number rises. We finish our assignments
& the number rises. We reply to your message
& the number rises. We build a fire no one
may gather around. What can you swallow 
with four throats 
that you couldn’t swallow with one?
The same things, but smaller. 



BAD INSURANCE


One trimmed off his own name 
to hide his Irishness.
One wrote white
instead of mother’s mother was
instead of no 
right designation. One dressed 
like a shark, smooth suited, pressed 
& pale to compensate
for parents who grew 
in foreign soil 
on preserved fish & sometimes stank of it. 
My people were damned

successful at leaving themselves behind
rushing toward a shrinking 
field of safety just inside the blade
of cooling sunlight even 
as night came on.

And me, years ago when I had bad 
insurance, I saw a doctor for a raft 
of pains, a strange doctor
but official. She said the way I move’s all
wrong: from the edge not the center 
as if I could just decide a thing & make it so 
without getting too close without risking parts (belly, heart) 
I couldn’t lose.
She said my problems come
from a thumb too quick 
to pin something under it. 

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I USED TO PRAY by Yuxi Lin

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Yuxi Lin
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to any God that made me
feel ashamed. 

Girls are takers,
Mama used to say.

I took every lesson     
she gave me, learned 

to swim out of my body 
& abandon it.

With incense I burned pages
until a perfect eye stared back. 

God drilled a hole to make us see. 
See? Mine is filthy.  

He, too, eyed me 
each day afterschool,   

clutching the line to the lure.
When I walked by 

he’d catch me & groan     
Oh you’ve grown so heavy. 

Like his breath, his fingers 
were meaty & thick.

For years I weighed myself 
then I weighed myself down.

In the water, my scaled body 
lay bent & murky.

Listen — Don’t believe in God 
unless he admits 

he was always watching.
Look back at him. 

If he had my courage
he’d choose to be born 

a daughter. 
What am I begging for? 

I have two mouths. 
One remembers. 

Neither forgives. 

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MEMORIAL DAY by Chelsea Dingman

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Chelsea Dingman
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Not the storm, but the calm. 
Not the flurry of attention
               called to the sky.
Not the rumour of a hurricane on the horizon.
Not humidity, the mosquitoes rising
               like smoke from the fields. 
Not a history of revisions we call
               love, or survival. 
Not the children lost and discarded.
Not the borders that hostage them. 
Not how we were once possible 
               under this tyrant
sky, the familiar sorrow of the fields.
Describe our self-importance. 
This awareness that travels us like a siren.
Why the live oaks drown in brown pollen
               gripping the streets. 
Who else will wash this mess clean?
Laundry-damp, our houses. 
Thick with spoiled food and loneliness.
In times of love and crisis, we’ve been
               the most alone.
Planes take off without us.
Children flit between namesakes like wasps.
We miss what is ours while it is within reach,
along with the dim sound of thunder 
in the distance, storm drains already chuffing.
Let any absence mean we are loved. 
Let the rain come soon, and be done with us. 

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VENUS DE MILO WITH DRAWERS: SELF-PORTRAIT MADE OF MINK & PLASTER by Caroline Parkman Barr

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Caroline Parkman Barr
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Each morning is the same
            but I can’t help but look again and again: 
skin smooth peony petal, vanilla-ice-
            cream-cool; hair a ripple of milk pulled back 
too tight (though sometimes I forget the aching); 
            even my eyes are eggshells. Only air where arms 
should be, dimpled seams of unfinished 
            making I’ll never forgive, but the sling 
of this sheet hugs my hips in the perfect
            place that says, Hey, I can still be sexy. 
Then, there are the drawers: forehead, 
            breasts, ribcage, stomach, my left knee—
the edges to my curves only someone else 
            can open—nipples, belly button, each knob 
a puff of fur to touch and pull. I’m told 
            they’re so, so soft. Everyone wants to look 
inside, and sometimes I let them 
            just to feel the rub and jolt, just to see 
their faces when they find my secrets, 
            find their own. My favorite part is when 
they shut me, shaking my spine so hard 
            I almost crack—and for a moment it feels 
some part of me could change.

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A POEM WHERE GOD IS A PARABLE by Jay Kophy

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Jay Kophy
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The absence of faith is the beginning of death.
What I call flesh is prayer bound to my bones.

All my prayers begin as songs from my bones
and end with blood instead of amen.

How I wish I began every request with amen,
like when I ask God to let doubt pass from me.

Amen. Oh God. let this sea of doubt pass from me,
for I’ve tried walking on water & almost drowned.

In Noah’s ark, a lost name is replaced with drowned.
In Ghana, anyone who drowns is without a name.

What is the value of a life without a name
to those who believe in what they can only see?

To those who believe in what they can only see,
the absence of faith is the beginning of death.

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IF YOU ARE READING THIS by James Hoch

Friday, 13 November 2020 by James Hoch

We are building a house 
small in the woods, 

refuge from disquiet
or vague boredom.

It must weather distance,
the hurt of proximity.

We do not mean to,
though we are so good 

at breaking, scavenging 
old bone and feather, stalks of 

wildflowers outlasting 
the hour of their heads. 

You are boss, and look boss, 
hammer and spackle knife

and blue hair, plastering.
At a window you like the way 

open sounds, so you mouth it
until the word too becomes

some thing to occupy.
You can’t take it with you, 

and the house won’t stay 
when you’re gone. 

Wind is saying this, 
the way wind likes to say things,

likes the door swinging,
petals over the floor,

then floor, then house, 
then whatever was before.


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BALIKBAYAN FILLED WITH THEORY by Dujie Tahat

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Dujie Tahat
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TWO POEMS by Ariel Francisco

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Ariel Francisco

DREAMING OF THE GOVERNOR AND THE MAYOR PLUNGING INTO THE RIVER


Perhaps conjoined at the ankle
by a concrete block, like the tails
of Pisces. Yes, let them embrace 
the East River together in early 
morning so they may be blessed
at last by the light of a new day
rising beautifully without them.

 

 

 

 

MY DAD’S BIRTHDAY IS WRONG ON HIS BIRTH CERTIFICATE BECAUSE HIS PARENTS COULDN’T AFFORD TO PAY FOR IT WHEN HE WAS BORN


Officially my dad was born 
June 3rd, 1957— that’s what all
of his documents, signed and notarized 
claim in both countries that claim him— 
though unofficially, hearsay,
there’s no proof that he entered the world
on April 11th, 1957: photos can be
doctored and both parents dead,
only the scowl on his face when it’s
brought up can serve as testament
to those fifty-four unaccounted days.
There is being born into poverty
and then there is not being born
because of poverty. One must pay
to come into existence and my dad’s
existence was delayed two months
because his parents could not.
There is something unforgivable
about being denied time, about
being made to feel as though you need
to catch up to yourself, make up
what’s been lost— no, what’s been taken.
Despite all the evidence to the contrary
I do not like dwelling on the past,
especially one inherited so heavily
and without consent; but I can’t help
but think of how being a dollar short
seems to be a family trait, of how
my grandparents split, fell apart
like dead trees in a storm, of how
my dad grew up to meet my mom
and repeat that cycle, unintentionally,
but intentions don’t matter when you’re left
indebted to the wreckage— 
of how things could have been different
of how things could have been different.

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TWO POEMS by Melissa Crowe

Friday, 13 November 2020 by Melissa Crowe
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SOBRIETY SONNET

           
              with apologies to my brother, 11 months clean


The boy who cried sunlight, summer rain, 
bird-in-the-bush, in the hand, who cried 
fiddleheads, brook trout, berries in the field 
by the chicken house, again and again

who cried lilacs, from each bloom 
a hit of nectar and nothing to fear— 
he’d pretended for so long the all clear 
while something hungry paced the room 

that even when of true wolflessness 
he made a bouquet so pretty and perfumed 
nobody in her right mind could presume 
it wasn’t flowers, I called it beast, 

saw in the gold-dusted mouth of each bud
a dogtooth sharp enough to draw blood.

 

 

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EPITHALAMIUM WITH PAPER BELL



I was there on the day my mother married—
I’ve seen photographs of her in her borrowed 
dress, bodice of a taller friend wrinkled 
at her waist, slack satin pooling at her feet. 

Her forehead shines above a startled smile, 
and my sudden stepfather, in a rented tux 
of powder blue, just looks glad. There I am, 
too, tucked between them on my final day 

of being five years old. I don’t remember 
the ceremony or the reception, the kind I’d 
later love when my mother’s younger brothers 
wed their first or second wives at the Elks club 

or the VFW, center of the room cleared 
for a dance floor, tables pushed to the walls 
and spread with crockpots of cabbage rolls, 
spam salad spooned into hotdog buns. 

Beer bottles and ashtrays. Uncles with their 
sleeves rolled up, Red Wings buffed of mud. 
When they weren’t twirling girlfriends 
with spaghetti straps and long-long hair, 

pulling them close for the slow tunes, 
they lifted me into their arms so I could hug 
their whiskered necks. There’d have been 
a deejay and gallons of milk mixed with Kahlua, 

a dollar dance, man after man paying to twirl 
my mother a little, money for the honeymoon, 
one night in a cabin at Portage Lake then back 
to the shoe factory. But I only remember 

the paper bell I found taped to a table that night, 
miracle the way I could close its feathers so 
easily, conceal the whole voluminous thing 
between two half-bells of card, then open it 

as swiftly as lungs can fill with breath. 
Like hands that part to reveal what I’d 
wished for bent at the bedside, what I’d seen 
in my head and whispered into the dark. 

I could almost have believed I heard it ringing, 
that tissue bell, marvelous flat nothing 
come to song. I kept it a long time, precious—
and then I guess I lost it. I guess we all did. 

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