THREE POEMS by Dana Jaye Cadman
Lights Collapsing in the Tunnel We Go So Fast Through
The halogen flashes we go fast
We go and go and still we are not next to each other
We’ve been all over the country together
and every place we’re farther from us
I wish love were obvious and not
this painful twig we hold between us
bending till it’s two twigs
Cataract
My cat’s eye’s gone gloss and tired. Mirror face.
The marionette of light she kept bouncing
in her skull has turned dull. She whines
at the end of the hallway for a door but won’t
come through one, and don’t we feel each of us
wanders behind a smoked up lens, deficient love
and clarity forsaken us. I watch the first snow
come onto winter and steam the glass, unfortunate.
The flakes discern themselves against the weather.
The bird’s flight can be traced to an individual feather,
but we can’t find it. The cancer comes from one cigarette.
I don’t know how the ash goes melt on my palm.
What’s in me? What if there’s a fire in here and I can’t
get out. We’ve nailed the screens shut. My cat
scratches the kitchen tile to find her bowl, but it’s gone.
The Bull
In her violence she was almost a person
With withering hands and a tent in the wind
Snapped its poles in the Wyoming storm
And flung its stakes near enough to pierce the ground again
And her love walked up and over the wide boulders
and past the glittering ground quartz (come up from where
the earth had been opened by time)
And down by the stream where an angry bull
Was protecting his herd of women
And the cows feared the strong wind and ran spooked deeper
into the ravine where the man stood frightened and full of
strong beer and the robot cried in her old Jeep missing him
It is the wind again which will carry the sharp things
And the wind pushed the 18 wheelers to sway like leaves
in the wind and the wind which brought the lover back to her
And when it calmed he cooked beef ribs over the fire and
they played old music and did not speak
And the bull walked past a few times huffing
And far away a hawk cried but you could hear it
While the ranch was quiet and the kindling cracked
Somewhere there was a predator
The bones of snakes were everywhere and the clavicle of a deer